Jul 20, 2011 7:06:24 PM
What is ur last name again im gonna look u up on facebook :)
Jul 20, 2011 7:06:55 PM
Its Herman. Better than my biological last name I think..Sweat. Maybe not :)
Jul 20, 2011 7:08:34 PM
Ha ha much better. Why do u have a different last name?
Jul 20, 2011 7:13:03 PM
I call
him my dad, but my step dad 'adopted' us 4 kids when I was 6 and we took
his name. Do you go by your real dad's last name?
Jul 20, 2011 7:15:27 PM
Nope. I
go by one of my stepdads names. My original name is keller. It has been
changed 4 times....my mom has been married 5 times lol
Jul 20, 2011 7:18:47 PM
Wow!!
That's so mant! I found my mom had another marriage for a few months
before meeting my dad. To this day, only her and I know about it..not
even my dad :). How did you decide which last name to take? ..thats
SO many huabands!
Jul 20, 2011 7:21:17 PM
I just got sick of changing my name so i stuck with hollis
Jul 20, 2011 7:27:20 PM
That
could be a hassle..how many times have you had holla at me hollis said?
:)...you may have to facebook me if u want. I can't recognize ur picture
with a jessica hollis search. Im not too into it. I try hard to stay
away from the computer when Im not working :)
Jul 20, 2011 7:30:12 PM
Did u find me on facebook?
Jul 20, 2011 7:31:13 PM
I just came back to the office..nothing yet, but it is a lot easier on the computer..ok will try
Jul 20, 2011 7:31:35 PM
Ill find u or look up jessica nichole hollis
Jul 20, 2011 7:32:18 PM
Your requested! Like the brunette! What shade are you with now?
Jul 20, 2011 7:33:58 PM
Im blonde now but want to go back to that color
Jul 20, 2011 7:34:30 PM
You
reminded me of spencer bratts wife in your pictures with the blonde! I
dont know why i know that...do you know who im talking about?
Jul 20, 2011 7:37:15 PM
Heidi montag.. Maybe a little. I use to get ben affleck a lot. That was in my prime, maybe 12 or 13 :)
Jul 20, 2011 7:44:22 PM
Ya i know who ur talking about ew...she got like 10 plastic surgeries
Jul 20, 2011 7:45:17 PM
She's very pretty, defintely before..i havent seen post surgeries, still embarrased i knew who her husband was
Jul 20, 2011 7:46:50 PM
I know who heidi praTt is. she has so self esteem
Jul 20, 2011 7:47:37 PM
Dont feel embarrassed
Jul 20, 2011 7:49:04 PM
My mom buys the enquirer, what can i do? Was my facebook pretty empty? :). Its been awhile since ive looked at it
Jul 20, 2011 7:50:48 PM
Ya it was empty...but oh well
Jul 20, 2011 7:58:59 PM
I
probably put more on my life on match than facebook. What would like to
know? Want other pictures, see what ur getting yourself into? :)
Jul 20, 2011 8:00:47 PM
im not scared
Jul 20, 2011 8:01:01 PM
No, i meant that as far looks go :)
Jul 20, 2011 8:03:15 PM
Oh ya put up more pics
Jul 20, 2011 8:09:11 PM
Only if u
do though.. I cant get a good idea with 120 pics. Hahha
Unfortunately..i dont have many here at the office, but am good looking
if that helps a bit :) I think i can tonight/tomorrow..i was looking at
google maps, are you near wake tech
Jul 20, 2011 8:11:27 PM
No clue...im close to johnson community. Or can u just look up my address on there
Jul 20, 2011 9:12:39 PM
Srry no
more pics so here's a recent one at least. I lost a lot of things after a
lightning surge damaged my hard drive. Can you do me a favor? If
you're on match anytime tonight/tomorrow, would you be able to check if
your able to visit my profile. I pur it on hidden and always wondered
if at least the people you email see it. Just curious. I'm about to
crash! Hope you and Bella have a good night.
Jul 21, 2011 7:08:21 AM
Sorry i crashed on you last night. I checked your profile it is still visable to me :)
Jul 21, 2011 7:11:52 AM
Was always curious about that, thanks. We go to bed earlier than my grandparents :).
Jul 21, 2011 7:17:27 AM
Oh im so lame at night time i think i normally go to bed between 9 and 10...whoooo
Jul 21, 2011 7:23:01 AM
That is
early. That working on Bella's schedule? I usually make it to 12 most
nights. It was a long day yesterday, if u couldnt tell in the pic.
Today's half day though :)
Jul 21, 2011 7:27:57 AM
Oh half days are always nice! Yes i sleep when she does if i dont ill b so tired. She is good at night time though
Jul 21, 2011 7:51:25 AM
Srry,
engineers can ramble forever. I love my half days. Would you want to
grab a quick lunch..maybe 12:30 close by you? I think with one more
day, I could find somewhere in b/w for Friday, so we can do it then.
Either way really.
Jul 21, 2011 7:57:53 AM
Friday would work better i have to take my car in to get repaired today and i have no idea how long all that will take :(
Jul 21, 2011 7:59:40 AM
Works perfect..on your way will you keep your eyes open for a place? I know Raleigh much, much better!
Jul 21, 2011 8:02:43 AM
We can go eat someone closer to you im fine with coming to raleigh i like driving
Jul 21, 2011 8:08:16 AM
Mmm..that's nice of you. I'll see what I can come up with. I'll give you a shout soon.
Jul 21, 2011 8:09:31 AM
sounds good
Jul 21, 2011 4:40:58 PM
Hey Jess, my half day turned into a full but Ill be around if u wanna give me a call. Talk soon!
Jul 21, 2011 5:21:22 PM
We got disconnected somehow...u can call me whenever ur done with your showe stuff or get a chance :)
Jul 21, 2011 6:41:11 PM
Hey Jess, Here's the address..13049 US 70 Business Hwy W, Clayton, 27520. I'm looking forward to it, talk to you soon :)
Jul 21, 2011 6:44:47 PM
Ok ill be able to find that easy :)
Jul 21, 2011 6:52:30 PM
I did good then! Ill double check with u tomorrow though
Jul 21, 2011 6:58:48 PM
Sounds good
Jul 21, 2011 7:14:17 PM
Text me if u get bored i might b up later tonight
Jul 21, 2011 7:20:20 PM
Can i call?
Jul 21, 2011 7:22:00 PM
Ya of course...r u not a big fan on texting?
Jul 21, 2011 7:22:53 PM
Okay,
quickie shower. Hit the gym once more..I'm not the biggest really..its
a lot like looking a computer to me :). Prob sounds stupid
Jul 21, 2011 7:24:42 PM
no i understand
Jul 21, 2011 8:20:12 PM
Ok i guess once i get her back to sleep im going to b lame and go to bed. Had fun talking to you...excited to see u tomo
Jul 21, 2011 8:21:10 PM
I did too. Tomorrow then. Have a good night
Jul 21, 2011 8:22:45 PM
you have a good night as well
Jul 22, 2011 12:05:13 PM
So is 7 the time?
Jul 22, 2011 12:10:50 PM
Yes...7 in the pm. Call me in the meantime if you have some time
Jul 22, 2011 12:21:24 PM
Yeah, i just finished my last plan before the wknd though. Not too busy.
Jul 22, 2011 12:21:31 PM
Arent u working?
Jul 22, 2011 12:23:46 PM
Ok cool ill give you a call in a bit
Jul 22, 2011 12:23:54 PM
Okie dokie pokie
Jul 22, 2011 3:28:24 PM
I might need a beer its that type of day
Jul 22, 2011 3:56:06 PM
Ive had those days, I understand. Everything alright?
Jul 22, 2011 3:57:41 PM
Ya im just tired and need to relax
Jul 22, 2011 3:59:26 PM
I gotcha, rest up. No clubbin tonight so dont stress
Jul 22, 2011 4:04:44 PM
Dont judge me if i look exhausted
Jul 22, 2011 4:06:57 PM
If it helps I have kinda big red scrape on my nose from my nephews toy :). Your fine, I promise.
Jul 22, 2011 4:09:11 PM
Lol its all good
Jul 22, 2011 5:51:05 PM
Hey Jess, just pulled up. Take ur time, I'm early
Jul 22, 2011 5:52:32 PM
Ok i dont think imbfar away
Jul 22, 2011 5:53:40 PM
Okay,
just sitting in my car. I parked at the very front. You can text me if
u want when u get here..looking at the wal mart, its at the very right
Jul 22, 2011 9:30:59 PM
Thanks
for the fun night Jess. I had a great time with you. Ill hold off on
the tickets til tomorrow morning just in case you change your mind...let
me know. Sleep well
Jul 22, 2011 9:41:46 PM
Made it home...had to stop and get water. I had fun too! Hoepfully i didnt throw too many red flags out at ya :)
Jul 22, 2011 9:47:01 PM
R u going to bed already?
Jul 22, 2011 9:48:31 PM
Good to
hear you made it home. Those were two strong drinks! Maybe just
exhausted But no, not too many flags :). Ill give u a call on ur plans
tomorrow. Thanks again, you are fun and I fun. Good night.
Jul 23, 2011 10:13:31 AM
109 plantation rd clayton 27520...
Jul 23, 2011 10:20:40 AM
Is garner the complete opposite direction than you? There is a buffalo wil wings
Jul 23, 2011 10:23:32 AM
Or theres one is knightdale i could meet u there...i dunno
Jul 23, 2011 10:37:38 AM
Just got back to the phone..Ur call, i know where the garner one is. Just leaving now, so about 25 min from there, either way
Jul 23, 2011 10:39:04 AM
That is a plan
Jul 23, 2011 10:39:08 AM
Ok that works for me if it works for u
Jul 23, 2011 10:59:25 AM
Im at kohls for a sec. Will u tell me when ur close and ill head out?
Jul 23, 2011 11:01:51 AM
Gracias amiga
Jul 23, 2011 11:01:55 AM
Of course
Jul 23, 2011 11:19:02 AM
Im close
Jul 23, 2011 11:20:33 AM
Be up front
Jul 23, 2011 3:47:41 PM
Thanks for lunch today as well as 19 diet cokes ;)
Jul 23, 2011 3:55:40 PM
Any time. It was the machines fault..a little human error for trying 5 times and not learning :)
Jul 23, 2011 3:57:26 PM
i think its cute u tried so hard
Jul 23, 2011 4:00:08 PM
I did
try :) My match.com date wants regular a coke my match.com date gets a
regular coke! Hahha so i met you through Andie, right? I do love that
facebook pic btw. She looks SO much different than a couple months ago
Jul 23, 2011 4:03:35 PM
Ya cause she got chuncky and filled out. I hope i get to see u sooon
Jul 23, 2011 4:14:17 PM
I think
cuter for sure. Im sure pretty soon, we seem to have a pretty open
schedules. Probably more on you and how much you can stand of me :) I
need to introduce you to my sister sometime soon..she can make a really
good babysitter. And get you out more!
Jul 23, 2011 4:17:41 PM
Ya...maybe one night this week i can come to ur place and watch some movies or something
Jul 23, 2011 4:25:40 PM
We can
pirate just about anything :). Actually both sisters are always around
kids are pretty convenient for a babysitter. They just want me to watch
their kids sometimes. Think you might be up to hang out tomorrow with
the nephew, grab lunch?
Jul 23, 2011 4:28:03 PM
Sure...r u suppose to b watching him tomo?
Jul 23, 2011 4:31:48 PM
No,
they're usually easy to meet up with though. Just thinking it could be a
start for you two to build a relationship so I can ask her next time
you want to stay out :). You just moved, Im going to get ya a bigger
social life :)
Jul 23, 2011 4:36:16 PM
Lol i appreciate that. i still want to watch movies and be all comfy though
Jul 23, 2011 4:40:24 PM
We can definitely do. Terminator 3 is ready to go :). You want to plan on something tomorrow then?
Jul 23, 2011 4:43:37 PM
Yes tomo should work just fine
Jul 23, 2011 4:48:37 PM
It's a
lunch date! I'm taking it easy tonight being an indoor kitty. Ill call u
a little later if your around. Or you can call me anytime..
Jul 23, 2011 5:02:50 PM
That msg sounded gay looking back at it :)
Jul 23, 2011 5:03:39 PM
Ok sounds good
Jul 23, 2011 5:28:33 PM
Ha ha maybe just a bit. So tomo i wont have a car to hang out my mom is taking her car to see my aunt & mine is still broke
Jul 23, 2011 5:29:56 PM
I still like u even if u are gay
Jul 23, 2011 6:36:50 PM
So i hope
u dont think im a mean girl. I may have not always made the best
decisions but once im in a relationship and stuff im the most loyal
person
Jul 23, 2011 7:04:38 PM
No not
all Jess and it's really just what I've wanted. Please dont think that
last comment was in the least bit about you. I promise it wasn't at
all. I get a little anxious when i take the pre-workout stuff and dont
work out right away and i think that didnt help either. But no, my
thought on you are actually nothing but great, thats the honest truth.
Jul 23, 2011 7:47:43 PM
Im going to sleep :) call\write me when ur up and about. If we dont do the fam thing u bella and i will just do our own thing
Jul 23, 2011 7:55:12 PM
Ur
funny! I'll call u in the morn. I did want to mention, I am looking
for a long term relationship and Ive known that. It was really nice to
hear someone else kinda looking for the same thing. .and i dont think
you're mean ;)
Jul 24, 2011 9:07:58 AM
Hey im gonna call u in just a sec im just trying to get bella to sleep
Jul 24, 2011 9:08:34 AM
Understood. Call anytime
Jul 24, 2011 9:50:16 AM
U can come anytime
Jul 24, 2011 9:50:35 AM
Okat, leaving here in about 15
Jul 24, 2011 8:32:33 PM
I really enjoy spending time with you. And Bella's just amazing. Thanks for making my day.
Jul 24, 2011 8:34:25 PM
Aw we had fun too im glad i got to spend all weekend with you!
Jul 24, 2011 8:39:23 PM
Me too, i loved it. Sleep good tonight.
Jul 24, 2011 8:41:19 PM
U too...if u get hungry remember u have the rest of my burrito! Let me know when u want to hang out this week
Jul 24, 2011 8:53:16 PM
I love your leftovers! Definitely give u a call. Lets figure something soon.
Jul 24, 2011 9:26:52 PM
To be
honest I'll be up to hang out w/ u any day this week after 3:30 or
so..wed. a little later to help my sister move. I play hard to get
poorly :).
Jul 24, 2011 9:30:03 PM
yes you
are extremely hard to hang out with you never have time for me! Just
kidding. i wish you were still beside me im freeeezing
Jul 24, 2011 9:32:40 PM
:) I'm missing you, some for your body heat, but mostly for you :). You have any plans for the morrow
Jul 24, 2011 9:35:40 PM
no plans
Jul 24, 2011 9:44:52 PM
Bella is snoring so so loud we wore her out
Jul 24, 2011 9:59:24 PM
Msgs
just now came through?? Lets plan tomorrow..4 days in a row and im
liking you even more!? Im with Bella, Im I'm about to crash. I cant
wait to see you soon though Jessica.
Jul 24, 2011 10:01:42 PM
Me too! We have fun together. Write me or call me tomo whenever your not busy...have a good night
Jul 25, 2011 9:46:08 PM
I forgot my ring was in your pocket could you set it somewhere so it doesnt get lost pleeeeaaassseee
Jul 26, 2011 7:10:44 AM
No prob, I put it up.
Jul 27, 2011 9:48:55 PM
Your so much fun...sorry if i kept you up
Jul 27, 2011 9:55:58 PM
You know I love being with you. You can keep me up anytime. Let me know how the sleep melts go :). Sleep well tonight.
Jul 27, 2011 9:57:50 PM
I hope i sleep good. You have a good night too :)
Jul 27, 2011 10:02:33 PM
Thank you suge ;). I hope you do too.
Jul 28, 2011 2:54:24 PM
I know your working but i really do miss you....excited to see you tonight
Jul 28, 2011 10:15:33 PM
I would never ever cheat...i want u around for a long time...u make me so happy
Jul 28, 2011 10:20:24 PM
Me too
Jess. We can make it a long time. Starting out, this is the best I've
ever felt coming into a relationship. Have a good night hon.
Jul 29, 2011 8:37:43 AM
Hey u do
such nice things for me...i want to do something nice for u. Id love to
come over to ur place and cook you dinnEr tonight
Jul 30, 2011 9:14:12 AM
So i guess im gonna stick around here for a while my cousin is coming over at 2 and she has never seen bella so i want her to
Jul 30, 2011 3:43:15 PM
Can you call me when you get a sec
Jul 30, 2011 4:10:19 PM
Make up with mom though pleasw. She was showing how much she cares about both of you..IMHO
Jul 30, 2011 4:17:45 PM
What does imho mean
Jul 30, 2011 4:21:40 PM
Means In my humble opinion..probably 511..Too much information (more than 411) 143
Jul 30, 2011 4:23:36 PM
U and ur damn numbers!
Jul 30, 2011 4:25:43 PM
I wish i was with u right now babe
Jul 30, 2011 4:35:33 PM
I know, a
little lame. Me too jessie boo, but i get you all tomorrow. Think a
little rest cant hurt..Im usually a hermit anyways the day after
drinking so tomorrow will be better. Ill see you soon enough hon
Jul 30, 2011 4:37:16 PM
Mmmkay
Jul 30, 2011 4:40:33 PM
:) Your cute Jess
Jul 30, 2011 4:44:02 PM
I try :)
Jul 30, 2011 5:35:31 PM
I put pictures of u on the internet ha!
Jul 30, 2011 6:10:06 PM
We'll talk! Ill be out of the gym in about 20
Jul 30, 2011 7:43:24 PM
Im gonna fall for u reaaalll hard
Jul 30, 2011 7:45:31 PM
I'd love that. I am. Probably how it ought to be. Have a good night baby. Ill see you early in the morn.
Jul 30, 2011 7:47:10 PM
looking forward to it
Aug 2, 2011 11:46:29 AM
Sorry i
missed your call! My instructor is going to be there around 5:30 so im
going to see if i can just swing by & pick up the papers i need. It
seems
Aug 2, 2011 11:46:30 AM
dumb to wait till 7 just for that. So then i can come meet up with you after :)
Aug 2, 2011 10:58:13 PM
? :) night cutie
Aug 2, 2011 11:26:58 PM
Nerd...good night
Aug 3, 2011 5:16:20 AM
A nerd that kicks ass and takes names...mmmm yes. That was funny, you can admit it
Aug 3, 2011 6:01:12 AM
It was very funny...and your muscles actually look good!
Aug 3, 2011 6:34:04 AM
I thought so. Though not quite the supple beach body I use to have in Wilmington ;)
Aug 3, 2011 9:39:50 AM
I dont know if u use my phone # or my step dads to enter the account. His # is 919 675 7054. The password is soccer12
Aug 3, 2011 9:41:32 AM
Prob ur moms if she created it but ill check. Im sorry and thanks jess
Aug 3, 2011 9:42:56 AM
Your not sorry
Aug 3, 2011 11:22:34 AM
We love u!
Aug 3, 2011 12:05:20 PM
Ahh me to babe :)
Aug 4, 2011 2:23:29 PM
9196757056 password higgins1
Aug 5, 2011 8:56:52 AM
I love you and I'm so glad I met you Jess!
Aug 5, 2011 8:57:39 AM
Aw i love you
Aug 5, 2011 2:17:15 PM
I had to finish a plan before i left. Be there in about 30. Srry
Aug 5, 2011 2:27:09 PM
Its all good
Aug 5, 2011 10:36:11 PM
Aug 6, 2011 12:51:46 AM
Thanks
babe i really do appreciate everything u do..im sorry for keeping u up
late i just love u & want to spend all the time possible with u
Aug 6, 2011 1:01:46 AM
I know
you do. I didnt realize how much it would take out of me staying out
late. I would have said we need to leave if I didnt love to spend as
much time as possible with you.. Im still having fun even when i cant
open ny eyes. Talk in the morn babe. I love you.
Aug 8, 2011 11:01:02 AM
Dont wait up. Thanks
Aug 9, 2011 12:26:39 PM
I am back at the house just so u know...not stealing anything though just watching tv
Aug 9, 2011 12:27:24 PM
K babe. Leaving in just a few
Aug 9, 2011 6:55:59 PM
Aug 9, 2011 7:16:04 PM
Ill
leaVe u alone but if i was going to lie to u i would have made up a
story about a perfect family & past. U dont think about those
things. Im so torn
Aug 9, 2011 7:16:05 PM
up and crying so hard i feel so sick because of u
Aug 9, 2011 7:18:51 PM
Can i come up and talk to u tonight?
Aug 9, 2011 7:19:32 PM
I can leave in 25 minutes.
Aug 9, 2011 7:19:39 PM
15 min
Aug 9, 2011 7:19:57 PM
U can talk to me anytime
Aug 9, 2011 7:20:22 PM
Ok thats fine
Aug 9, 2011 7:20:23 PM
Okay, Im on my way
Aug 9, 2011 7:24:56 PM
If u tell me when ur close ill come out
Aug 10, 2011 4:35:47 AM
Im sorry i
fell asleep. What is kegel? Why did u get mad all the sudden, i am
trying to be a role model & havent done anything to u
Aug 10, 2011 4:57:48 AM
Mike that message was so mean. I always think about bella im not having sex with anyone what the hell
Aug 10, 2011 5:24:07 AM
Cagle...thats how its spelled
Aug 10, 2011 3:46:05 PM
Aaahh i
know u dont want me to write u and i wont again but i cant just not say
anything. I have told u the truth about everything and its all on u that
Aug 10, 2011 3:46:06 PM
u think i
havent. Ive proved u wrong everytime & there isnt much else i can
do. Ur done & i get that but i know the normal mike is the one i
love and t
Aug 10, 2011 3:46:07 PM
he one i
could spend forever with. Im sorry if u ever have thought ive done
anything bad to u but i havent. I hope u r happy i wish everything good
for
Aug 10, 2011 3:46:08 PM
you.
Aug 10, 2011 5:10:16 PM
Not the truth..so good luck to u too.
Aug 10, 2011 5:11:55 PM
Mike ive
told u the truth. U know u have no evidence otherwise because there cant
be any. U cannot love someone one day then throw them away like trash
the next
Aug 10, 2011 5:13:38 PM
I showed u my name was keller...that shows u ur whole keppler conspiracy was all in ur heaD
Aug 10, 2011 5:16:28 PM
Its so
much more. Ur explanations for coming home, 'forgetting' something
inside everytime we're about to leave. Kagel. Id keep going on but im
playing bball at the moment.
Aug 10, 2011 5:18:08 PM
Play bball i just cant stand it u dont understand how i feel about u it kills me that ur doing this to me
Aug 10, 2011 5:20:59 PM
Im
pissed off. Ive been pissed off. It feels like ive hit three
deceiving, lying, unopen women in a row. Im fucking pissed off!
Aug 10, 2011 5:24:19 PM
I know ur
upset about those other girls trust me i dont know them and im pissed
off too because they have made u so paranoid. Its so hard for me i love
Aug 10, 2011 5:24:20 PM
u so much if i didnt care i wouldnt b fighting for u so hard
Aug 10, 2011 5:26:41 PM
U have
caught those girls in lies...but never have u found anything i have
done. Just things u think ive done. Im such a wreck over u
Aug 10, 2011 5:33:00 PM
Ive just
seen so many similarities b/w you and those 2 girls that ive never seen
in any other women ive ever met. You've been a little different b/c
you haven't admitted to a damn thing other than you were prescribed some
anxiety medication 7 yrs ago. Think your just in denial and ur use to
keeping ur secrets. Im sorry Jess.
Aug 10, 2011 5:35:49 PM
I havent
admitted anything because there isnt anything to admit. i have been so
honest with u and i show u every single thing u ask for. This is the wor
Aug 10, 2011 5:37:19 PM
Im not in
denial. I have told u all the weird crazy parts of my life. The
thought that i remind u of a stripper and an insane girl really sucks
ive nev
Aug 10, 2011 5:37:20 PM
er been a stripper and ive never been insane
Aug 10, 2011 5:39:45 PM
And last
night u said something about some guy there has been no other guy. If i
forget something in the house its cause i always forgety stuff with bel
Aug 10, 2011 5:39:46 PM
la there r so many little things u need with a baby im a new mom
Aug 10, 2011 5:42:57 PM
I know in the back of ur mind u know all this stuff has nothing to do with me and its not fair to throw me away like this
Aug 10, 2011 5:45:04 PM
Ill call in a few, im almost done here.
Aug 10, 2011 6:02:09 PM
I can be
too thoughtless when it comes to loving someone. You know u fucked up,
but u cant admit it. Dont ever text me again unless u actually have
the heart to be honest with me, get it?
Aug 10, 2011 6:06:28 PM
Mike please dont do this i have been so honest with u your doing this for no reason
Aug 10, 2011 7:34:24 PM
Record ends 19 days :(
Aug 10, 2011 7:36:00 PM
Technically i believe i saw u today cause i think u were here after 12 am. Trust me ive already cried over that today
Aug 10, 2011 7:42:46 PM
Ur right! Technically is what counts. We'll keep it going. Even with all this going on I really do love you.
Aug 10, 2011 7:43:49 PM
I love u so much thats why im fighting so hard to keep u
Aug 10, 2011 7:55:31 PM
Ironically u bring out the most honest & genuine side of me
Aug 10, 2011 8:16:26 PM
That is a
good thing and probably a much better way to live. Idk if that's
teachable really or something u pick up doing repeatedly..but i could be
over thinking it ;)
Aug 10, 2011 8:18:25 PM
I just
realized after blake that its not worth it too lie cause it causes so
many issues. I promise u mike. I wish that me loving u was enough for u
to
Aug 10, 2011 8:18:26 PM
give trusting me a shot
Aug 10, 2011 8:29:15 PM
Are u
talking about bicep pic Blake that lives in Iowa/Idaho? Loving me makes
it easy to love you. The trust part i guess comes with being completely
open and honest. I mean my parents know EVERYTHING about each other
and their relationships. I think I need that, anything short makes a
relationship that much less meaningful to me.
Aug 10, 2011 8:33:18 PM
I want
the same type of relationship too. Just to know everything, and i have
told u my life u have to do ur part in believing what i say or it will
ne
Aug 10, 2011 8:33:19 PM
ver work.
U cant b suspicious about me u have to believe that i love u & tell
u the truth. We r so perfect together when u act normal!
Aug 10, 2011 8:35:47 PM
If i
didnt care about this relationship i would have given up already, if i
had lied i would have caved and told u. I want u and only u and i want
nothi
Aug 10, 2011 8:35:48 PM
ng and nobody to b able to ruin it
Aug 10, 2011 8:36:58 PM
Okay Jess. Can u hang out tomorrow? Pool side?
Aug 10, 2011 8:37:49 PM
Ill hang out anywhere with u its all i want
Aug 10, 2011 8:43:19 PM
Come to Eagles porn shop and arcades with me? :)...I really like that Jess. I love you.
Lets shoot for a pool day out..I can probably make it out by 2:30. Give u a shout 11/12?
Aug 10, 2011 8:45:10 PM
That
would b great. Ill go anywhere with u. in the mean time dont let ur
overworking mind get the best of u...this girl will never ever hurt u.
Aug 10, 2011 8:49:05 PM
Or have? Ha Ill try my darnest. You did say kegle Jess.
Aug 10, 2011 8:50:30 PM
Its spelled cagle. And i meant i wont do anything in all aspects past present & future
Aug 10, 2011 8:52:13 PM
They have meds for that u know...for over thinking stuff
Aug 10, 2011 8:54:39 PM
I was
going to tell u too that last night u asked me about a doctor bookert.
It didnt sound familiar but i figured out who that was today. Ive seen
her
Aug 10, 2011 8:54:40 PM
once ever at clayton family practice
Aug 10, 2011 9:00:51 PM
Anxiety meds? I hate them, adderall prob doesnt help :) Cagle was one of ur 1/2 sisters last names?
Aug 10, 2011 9:02:38 PM
Did u mean u didnt 'hurt' me in the past or won't in the past? Cuz that make no sense! :) ha
Aug 10, 2011 9:02:43 PM
Yes that was her step dads name & she took it. Ya anxiety meds but u really think too much u have thinking ocd
Aug 10, 2011 9:04:05 PM
Oh u know what i meant. Ive never done anything to hurt u in the past and i wont ever
Aug 10, 2011 9:08:24 PM
I hope ur
not on the computer trying to dig up dirt cause with the way u r by
tomo u will have randomly found some girl named stacy who u think is my
sister
Aug 10, 2011 9:18:16 PM
Okay so
far. One more to go to bed with. Can u tell me who's the guy with the
glasses. In ur phone and in the Wilmington pic. The one I think u said
u werent really attracted to. Blake 2?
Aug 10, 2011 9:21:42 PM
Blake
hixson is the one with glasses. And ill see if i still have the pic i
think ur talking about. Its not wilmington. And the only guy ive dated
that
Aug 10, 2011 9:21:43 PM
i was not attracted to was ty
Aug 10, 2011 9:23:24 PM
A lot of attitude in that msg ;) Ill talk to u tomorrow. Have a good night Jess.
Aug 10, 2011 9:23:27 PM
The blake with the glasses is the same guy who flexes all the time
Aug 10, 2011 9:24:27 PM
Goodnight u nosey nosey man
Aug 10, 2011 9:30:35 PM
Hahh I just like getting to know u :)
Aug 11, 2011 7:21:34 AM
5154210771
Aug 11, 2011 7:24:03 AM
How come ur sending that stuff to me?
Aug 11, 2011 7:25:30 AM
Was curious if that was blake 1 or 2. I sent it yesturday with the 2 pics but just sent now.
Aug 11, 2011 7:26:32 AM
Those pics r the same blake
Aug 11, 2011 7:28:59 AM
He is my fb friend now u can get on there and look at his pics if u want there is only 1 blake that ive dated
Aug 11, 2011 7:38:09 AM
The password is hansbrough it had gotten changed somehow i had to change it back
Aug 11, 2011 8:10:57 AM
Okay, I really didnt want it tho.
Aug 11, 2011 8:14:02 AM
Im just being open and honest!!
Aug 11, 2011 9:50:41 AM
I
realized just now that i did lie to u about something a while ago. Blake
never came to nc. when i talk about him visiting its all colo stuff.
Its sort
Aug 11, 2011 9:50:42 AM
a a dumb story but i had to get it off my chest.
Aug 11, 2011 10:00:09 AM
Okay, Im getting some bball time in, ill call u in a moments notice.
Aug 11, 2011 1:12:45 PM
Maybe we shouldnt meet up. Im kind of scared of u now. I want to talk to u but something is wrong with u
Aug 11, 2011 9:11:15 PM
So lost
Aug 11, 2011 9:42:41 PM
Mike no
more messaging and calling charlie. I just got my ass chewed for that
& for the match.com thing. My parents r just weird thats just the
way it is.
Aug 11, 2011 9:50:13 PM
I love u so so much but there r going to b things u wont understand much and the parental units are one of them
Aug 11, 2011 9:57:03 PM
My phone sucks. I hear ya. Its really all on me. Ur parents have to be the first to not have liked me... Game night soon? :)
Aug 11, 2011 9:59:22 PM
I think
they r just real confused. And they know i havent dated anyone else so
they were like why does he think u date some army guy? Ha ha it was half
Aug 11, 2011 9:59:23 PM
amusing. I dont care what they think but mostly they r just confused
Aug 11, 2011 10:06:15 PM
Thats
not what I heard..:). Yeah that was pretty stupid to write. Real
stupid..tho i didnt say u dated them..but that "you emailed army guys,
etc,, etc.". Haha im sorry Jess. Its going to be real awkward seeing
them next time......
Aug 11, 2011 10:08:51 PM
Dont
worry about it. I told them stuff got mixed up and we had an argument
and that u wrote him out of concern. So its all good but it sucked for
me
Aug 11, 2011 10:12:32 PM
Thank
you babe. You deserve a scissorin' muff dive! I'm sorry again. Ill
tell them whatever u want, that i made it up, whatever...so tomorrow,
pool & birthday dinner?
Aug 11, 2011 10:15:09 PM
They
know i never went out with an army guy its ok. Yes that sounds good for
tomo...i might just hang out by the pool so i can look decent for bday
dinn
Aug 11, 2011 10:15:10 PM
er. Ah im so glad things r ok between us
Aug 11, 2011 10:25:34 PM
We
aight. No more Hermie PI. But I do require a vagina circumference no
greater than .75 in :) Kegan workouts are really misleading actuallu at
first, but pretty easy to catch onto later. No inference there! :)
Night Jess.
Aug 11, 2011 10:25:57 PM
P
Aug 11, 2011 10:27:24 PM
Be nice about my vagina...it never did anything but love u. Night ill talk to u tomo. Love
love
Aug 11, 2011 10:40:21 PM
Ill try. Tomorrow I might be a little mean to it for getting lost :). Love love you too. XoX (Big kiss, little hug, big kiss)
Aug 12, 2011 11:40:23 AM
I have
stuff to show u to prove u so wrong. I almost died i have to see
different doctors to make sure i stay healthy. And i never ever did
anything wit
Aug 12, 2011 11:40:24 AM
h anyone
else. And geez sorry i had to pee yesterday i went in and then right
out. Its fine i cant fight for it anymore but i hope u take time to
realiz
Aug 12, 2011 11:40:25 AM
e u let a good thing go :(
Aug 12, 2011 11:48:13 AM
I've
felt like I let a great girl and gorgeous baby go the last 3 times. I
need this time alone-I wont be on match anytime soon. I need to get my
head straight. I feel like I've become just so paranoid and I need to
fix it now. I dont think theres a way to do that by going from one
relationship right to another. Your a great girl and I'm so sorry I
wasted your time.
Aug 12, 2011 11:50:57 AM
Ya u
would probably just ruin that relationship too. I seriously have a paper
that shows any medication i got from any pharmacy too. I hope u can
figure
Aug 12, 2011 11:50:58 AM
things out for yourself. If u ever want to have a pool days as friends let me know.
Aug 12, 2011 11:52:08 AM
And the
last times u didnt let good girls go. Stripper liars and cheaters r not
good girls. But i never did anything to you. Its ok though im fine with
it.
Aug 12, 2011 11:55:33 AM
You're
right...Ill definitely take u up on some pool days. Ill probably skip
out on today and get my work caught up. But I could do some weekend
pool if you're up for it.
Aug 12, 2011 11:57:21 AM
That would b great. I hope we can b friends and stay on good terms.
Aug 12, 2011 11:59:02 AM
And u never wasted my time, im glad i got to spend the time with u that i did
Aug 12, 2011 12:04:17 PM
Absolutely.
I think its obvious I need to get my head in order. I'm free a lot
and I dont go out drinking all the time like my friends so we'll have
plenty of time to hang out. Ive loved hanging out with you and Bella.
Aug 12, 2011 12:05:51 PM
Good...just let me know.
Aug 12, 2011 12:06:56 PM
I will.
Aug 12, 2011 12:18:54 PM
So...its
really nice out. I was going to get my work finished out of the way
after dinner if u want to go out to the pool in an hour or so???
Aug 12, 2011 12:21:39 PM
Im headed to the store...ill let u know. Not sure if i can get the car out today. My parents hate me right now so ill see.
Aug 12, 2011 12:21:55 PM
Aight b.
Aug 12, 2011 12:23:26 PM
I can pick u up, pretty much my fault anyways..i charge friends .35 cents a mile if thats cool :) jk
Aug 12, 2011 12:25:25 PM
Ok...im gonna go to the store shouldnt b long. Is it cool if i write u when i get back?
Aug 12, 2011 12:26:19 PM
He's as quick as me?! Jk yeah thats fine..ill be out of the office in about 45 or so
Aug 12, 2011 12:29:28 PM
What time is ur dinner i dont want to interfere with ur plans
Aug 12, 2011 3:57:52 PM
Have a good time at ur dinner!
Aug 12, 2011 3:58:27 PM
Thanks Jess. Tommorow pool.
Aug 12, 2011 3:59:42 PM
Let me know the plans
Aug 12, 2011 4:01:50 PM
Will do. Thinking about 12, but will call.
Aug 12, 2011 4:02:47 PM
Sounds good
Aug 12, 2011 4:08:18 PM
We dont always have to go to the pool we can hang out anywhere i promise i wont consider them dates
Aug 12, 2011 4:37:03 PM
Of course. We'll have many activities planned :). ..like i said I love being around u, not only at the pool. Ur funny :)
Aug 12, 2011 4:41:31 PM
Probably drinking tomorrow. We could make a day of fun..
Aug 12, 2011 4:42:40 PM
I would love to b part of the drinking. And dont talk bad about me to ur fam!
Aug 12, 2011 4:44:04 PM
Hahha just warning them in case I die :). It be a plan!
Aug 12, 2011 4:45:12 PM
I wouldnt hurt u. If i was crazy i would have been pissed we broke up
Aug 12, 2011 4:54:18 PM
Thank u, thats a little reassuring ;). Ill be working at the casa if u get bored tonight..otherwise tomorrow!
Aug 12, 2011 5:24:11 PM
Yes....ah i hate to break our record even if we r just pals!
Aug 12, 2011 5:29:36 PM
Mmm..me too! I think it'll be ur fault if the record goes..I always can postpone work. What do u have going?
Aug 12, 2011 5:38:49 PM
Well i
just cooked dinner and of course forgot about the shells i had in the
oven, burnt those. So i Have taco stuff without the tacos. Welcome to my
life!
Aug 12, 2011 5:42:58 PM
We're 40
min. behind, at our 2nd restaurant waiting for a table of 12...maybe
the records suppose to broke..ps u still owe me a dinner one day!
Aug 12, 2011 5:47:35 PM
The
record is never suppose to be broken. Maybe we should do loanstar again
next week :) that smiley face is not suppose to mean "a lie" just a
good ol
Aug 12, 2011 5:47:36 PM
fashioned smiley face. Ill take u out on a non date!
Aug 12, 2011 5:53:24 PM
..We
just sat down. I'd take u up on that! Think about hanging out tonight
and I'll call u when were out. 2-day drinking binge? Sober movie?
Aug 12, 2011 5:59:12 PM
How about we have a 2 day drinking binge then go to a sober movie?
Aug 12, 2011 6:03:09 PM
Im up for it! Its been awhile. Call u in bit.
Aug 12, 2011 7:58:22 PM
Let me know when ur close!
Aug 12, 2011 8:01:43 PM
No!
Aug 12, 2011 8:01:59 PM
Okay
Aug 12, 2011 8:02:18 PM
Do it!
Aug 12, 2011 8:24:57 PM
1 min away
Aug 12, 2011 8:25:36 PM
Awesome meet ya outsidew
Aug 13, 2011 2:19:03 PM
Ha!
Aug 13, 2011 2:41:47 PM
Good god, so sexy! Thank Charlie for the camera help Hahha that is a beautiful butt!
Aug 13, 2011 2:43:08 PM
The camera work was all me! i wanted to send u a suprise hiney pic
Aug 13, 2011 2:49:36 PM
Haha i know. Wow you are sexy! U deserve a close up deltoid pic! Hahha Goodness ur butt!........
Aug 13, 2011 2:54:46 PM
U need help! But thanks for the pic
Aug 13, 2011 2:58:57 PM
Hahha Ive heard that :). U love my deltoid/traps. I LOVE UR PIC!
Aug 13, 2011 3:00:16 PM
I do love ur muscles...but im not in love with them ;)
Aug 13, 2011 3:03:52 PM
...it was a funny salsa packet quote! Such a literal woman :).
Aug 13, 2011 3:07:30 PM
I actually am in love with u..sometimes just not the decisons you make..for some clarification
Aug 13, 2011 3:08:35 PM
Im working hard on my decision making
Aug 13, 2011 8:10:53 PM
The terlit called..my fault
Aug 14, 2011 2:32:53 PM
A bit more rated r
Aug 14, 2011 2:43:47 PM
Oh my stars! :) im guessing u were wanting a hard nip pic in return...you're hot.
Aug 14, 2011 2:49:12 PM
Im more of a giver than a rerceiver but thanks for the nip pic
Aug 14, 2011 2:58:08 PM
Dont be a perv :) jk! You are a great giver. I promise ill do better!
Aug 14, 2011 3:01:42 PM
I guess i wont make it up to the mall today but maybe tomo afternoon we can indulge in some cream slushes?
Aug 14, 2011 3:16:53 PM
I do
need to knock out some of the things that have been on my to do list but
I think ill likely be free tomorrow..play it by ear i guess
Aug 14, 2011 3:17:45 PM
Ok no big deal
Aug 14, 2011 3:18:53 PM
Okie dokie pokie..ill try to focus and knock out some things. Ill call u later, or u can call anytime
Aug 14, 2011 5:34:34 PM
U would
probably think me saying i need to knock out 'some things i need to do'
means to go talk to some girl to give urself some justification to do
the same, right?
Aug 14, 2011 5:37:22 PM
Actually i
figured u had some work & house maintenance to do since u went to
home depot i never thought it had anything to do with another girl
Aug 14, 2011 5:42:24 PM
My mind
just doesnt work the way u think it does. I care about u & i tell u
the truth but u just dont want to believe me. Ive never wanted to do
somethi
Aug 14, 2011 5:42:25 PM
ng to get back at u i dont get mad like that
Aug 14, 2011 5:44:16 PM
And what the hell would i buy at lowes? Its not like i go around building stuff
Aug 14, 2011 5:44:45 PM
It was
lowes. Just the way u phrased we're not dating, and phrased it 'Im sure
you'll feel better after u do what u what u have to do'..sorry, deja vu
from me saying i can talk to other woman on my lunch, wanted to clarify
it is work
Aug 14, 2011 5:47:05 PM
I always
believed it was work. We r friends its not like id have the right to b
mad at u for seeing someone anyways. I havent done anything to u.
Aug 14, 2011 5:48:01 PM
And i meant that...u said u were stressed cause u had stuff to do i assumed that stuff was work and chores not some skank.
Aug 14, 2011 5:50:23 PM
If i was a
bitch or crazy i would have been pissed at u for breaking up with me
instead i ask to b ur bud and try to get through this stuff with u
Aug 14, 2011 5:53:05 PM
Okay. I
thought we were just a bit more than friends from our conversation last
night. Pretty much the part, where we both said we were dating and
wouldnt see other people, and just not have a title on it..u see that as
just friends? I can be friends, i do have a lot of friends and i cant
spend every day, or every other day with them, or talk every day with
them but i really can just be friends.
Aug 14, 2011 5:56:08 PM
I thought
u thought of us as just friends i just was saying last night i thought
it was best to keep us as "us" i want u to trust me cause i havent done
Aug 14, 2011 5:56:09 PM
anything
Aug 14, 2011 6:01:15 PM
I havent
been to lowes i havent cheated i dont have weird rings that i wear
backwards i dont have a secret husband i am not trying to hack ur phone
or k
Aug 14, 2011 6:01:16 PM
ill u or do anything but be nice to u
Aug 14, 2011 6:06:28 PM
Okay.
Last night, you and i both made it pretty clear it was more than friends
and that it would remain 'us' without a title. I cant help but to
assume by the way you wrote that last msg, you left feeling that 'I
thought u thought of us as just friends i just was saying last night i
thought it was best to keep us as "us' That's what u thought?
Aug 14, 2011 6:11:11 PM
Im srry
for saying this, but yes, u really do need to phrase things better..or
be more honest. This is exactly like the time u thought i said i was
seeing someone at work. This isnt normal. It just sounds like the mind
of a girl, giving herself a way out. Just have to say. NO, i havent
seen another woman, nor do i have a SINGLE 'backup', nor do i talk/text
any other girl or plan to. Do u get that?
Aug 14, 2011 6:11:53 PM
The way i saw it last night was that we were broken up and u needed time to work things out till u could b with me
Aug 14, 2011 6:14:27 PM
Forget it.
Aug 14, 2011 6:14:42 PM
I guess i kinda feel like u change the way u feel about me everyday
Aug 14, 2011 6:16:39 PM
Im not
trying to get a way out but everyday its something new that u think ive
done, its hard. If i was screwing some other guy i wouldnt b workin on
th
Aug 14, 2011 6:16:40 PM
is with u
Aug 14, 2011 6:19:56 PM
If i didnt love u wouldnt have told u i did. but i want what u want
Aug 14, 2011 6:20:26 PM
Yeah,
well ask like u did last night. I made it pretty clear..and it wasnt
just friends. Ill put it in writing, i can be friends. I can't ever
see a relationship with u. I talk to my friends once or twice a week
and will usually get out with them on the weekends. Ill hit u up next
time there's something going on.
Aug 14, 2011 6:22:21 PM
Ok if thats what u want
Aug 14, 2011 6:25:24 PM
Wow ouch u cant ever see a relationship with me. Ok i hear that loud & clear
Aug 14, 2011 6:32:11 PM
Thats so mean of u i was trying so hard
Aug 14, 2011 6:40:10 PM
I would like to talk. Hopefully soon.
Aug 14, 2011 7:26:43 PM
Bellas bein a weirdo
Aug 14, 2011 7:35:04 PM
Ahh
she is so cute........ps. whether we've been on a high or low, I have
and do love you and you've been the only woman I've wanted and even
talked to. I want u to know that.
Aug 14, 2011 7:38:32 PM
Ur the person i want to its just rough when u think ive done stuff that i havent
Aug 14, 2011 7:50:14 PM
It would
be. Its hard when I know you've not exactly told the truth about
certain things that you won't. Its a lot of action/reaction. Despite
that, I have done more than just want u and try to show u. I do try,
its rough on my end sometimes. More than accuations alone
Aug 14, 2011 8:02:24 PM
If u would tell me what u think im lying about i could most likely explain
Aug 14, 2011 8:07:50 PM
I tell u
everything and i love that about us...that i let everything out in the
beginning so im not worried about u finding out stuff cause u already
know
Aug 14, 2011 8:43:37 PM
Goodnight my mike
Aug 14, 2011 8:45:31 PM
Goodnight. Tell me u love me.
Aug 14, 2011 8:46:58 PM
I love you. You know i love you. Somewhere in that head of yours u know i didnt/would never do anything bad to u...i know it!
Aug 14, 2011 8:55:44 PM
I do too. Sleep well. I love you Jess
Aug 14, 2011 8:55:48 PM
Tell me u love me back u jerk face
Aug 14, 2011 8:56:05 PM
Swear i was having phone problems! :)
Aug 14, 2011 8:57:24 PM
Ha ha. I understand. I really do love you, especially ur dimples & sweatyness. Ill talk to u tomo :)
Aug 14, 2011 8:59:34 PM
K hun ;)
Aug 15, 2011 11:21:06 AM
Hey sorry phone was on silent...im out to lunch but ill call u in a bit :)
Aug 15, 2011 12:05:14 PM
Proof!
Aug 15, 2011 12:13:56 PM
Thats a bowl of semen! U think me simple?!
Aug 15, 2011 12:35:18 PM
Its not a bowl of semen! its a chicken wrap u fool
Aug 15, 2011 12:38:58 PM
Vagina circumfrence check later...
Aug 15, 2011 12:40:22 PM
Oh dear lord
Aug 15, 2011 12:41:09 PM
Answer my calls within the hr and u could avoid this. U did this to urself. Ima srry!
Aug 15, 2011 12:44:19 PM
lol i did call u back....but i texted u first
Aug 15, 2011 12:49:19 PM
My phones been crashing a lot and its very annoying
Aug 15, 2011 12:55:46 PM
Ya...ur phone makes my head hurt.
Aug 15, 2011 12:57:59 PM
Why's that? Starring at it? Think its time for a restore its been crashing so much.
Aug 15, 2011 12:58:29 PM
Does my cpu do that too?
Aug 15, 2011 1:35:55 PM
I caN meet u
Aug 15, 2011 1:38:21 PM
OK ill call u in a few
Aug 15, 2011 2:49:24 PM
Maybe we should go somewhere that i can get an adult beverage
Aug 16, 2011 10:48:02 AM
I love u
Aug 16, 2011 12:04:16 PM
Are u made at me? i called 3 times
Aug 16, 2011 12:45:09 PM
R u ok
Aug 16, 2011 12:45:15 PM
Swamped
Aug 16, 2011 2:54:35 PM
Everyone u talk to says ur right everyone i talk to says ur a serial killer. Quit telling lies about me its notb fair
Aug 16, 2011 3:06:40 PM
I would love to have a movie night with u and we can hang out inside & talk like last night
Aug 16, 2011 7:36:15 PM
I hope u
take a few days to figure this out. im not on drugs & id at least
like to b friends. If not its ok. Maybe u me & bells can have a
sleep over sometime
Aug 16, 2011 8:46:55 PM
I wrote a
45 minute msg and my phone dies and lose it all..Anyways, I have to
say I'be wanted SO much for a relationship that's 100% honest from the
start, no matter how bad..how hurtful..or how crazy it is. Not 99.9%
of the time and excluding just the worst of the worst. Our
relationship began with you telling me your not at all familiar with
where the Lonestar of 70 was, even though you've been around there MANY
times before..up unil this day when you say you don't have any minutes
to talk this month, when you've used 200 out of 700. I KNOW there's
explanation for everything. But there IS a limit on even those
explanations. Call it sabautaging, call it whatever. I think I
realized after no less than 7 people said today 'you will be who you
always have been'...for the most part of course. I think you have
changed since I met you Jess..but when trust is SO important in a
relationship..I truly believe it will be a while until your able to give
every bit of a 100%..not 99%...I love you and Bella both in the less
than the month we've seen each other than you'll know (crying..a good
deal :) ). But I know it will take a couple more good boyfriends to
realize how honest, open, and faithful, you prob need to be..
Aug 16, 2011 8:53:08 PM
I love u
Aug 16, 2011 8:54:26 PM
My dad says if you text him he willl answer your questions
Aug 16, 2011 9:00:55 PM
I might end up in the hosp tobight
Aug 16, 2011 9:07:44 PM
I love u too. I'm sorry my phone really sucks. Ill be at any hospital.
Aug 16, 2011 9:25:07 PM
I love u what do u want to do
Aug 16, 2011 9:58:08 PM
Charlie's
not answering my inquisative msgs ....what are your symptoms? do you
need to be at the hospital? Even if your just questioning it. Go! I
have $500 at the least I swear I will pay you... even if u are a serial
match.com killer. Signature....Michael Herman
Aug 16, 2011 10:22:43 PM
Truthfully...(w/
tears of course :) )...I was born on this earth to raise a family. I
truly feel like that's my single and only purpose in life. U know I
love Bella more than anything..and you...what are you asking? What can u
give?
Aug 17, 2011 4:15:29 AM
I was
just very ill i am ok now. please leave charlie alone why would u
question an old man he has nothing to do with our problems
Aug 17, 2011 7:48:32 AM
When its u
and me & ur not busy raising suspicians about me things r so good. I
can give so much love. If its done then ill deal with it but its hard
to
Aug 17, 2011 7:48:33 AM
let go of something that can b so perfect
Aug 17, 2011 9:41:09 AM
I love you
Aug 17, 2011 10:11:34 AM
If u change ur mind ill b home alone all day i can take the car anywhere with bella to come meet you
Aug 17, 2011 11:06:50 AM
I'm
really happy to hear ur okay. Tell Charlie I'm sorry...I had a little
to drink and a lot on my mind. I love u. I truly do. I know I'll
never be able to make myself completely trust what u say. Instead of
this same old cycle, the same old..being 'friends' and getting back
together. Think we both know the only thing left, is to move on.
Aug 17, 2011 11:13:52 AM
Ok
Aug 17, 2011 11:20:51 AM
Okay, Jess.
Aug 17, 2011 4:30:20 PM
Heraded to the hosp all alone
Aug 17, 2011 5:04:37 PM
Im so sad. What a day i lose the love of my life & have to go to the er
Aug 17, 2011 5:11:14 PM
If it
helps i accidentally sharded in my pants today. Ur the type that lands a
hunky doctor to marry. You'll be feeling better soon.
Aug 17, 2011 5:16:00 PM
U broke my heart im glad you did that to ur pants
Aug 17, 2011 6:24:00 PM
Ive been thinking about u the whole time ive been waiting in here :(
Aug 17, 2011 6:26:26 PM
Im sure ur right back up on match. But for me your the one i dont know how to move on from that
Aug 17, 2011 6:40:06 PM
I
haven't been back on match. ..I've trying to 'find myself' once again :)
Ive needed time to destress..i think knowing someone isnt truthful,
and to my face, and so often, has been hard to understand. I've really
enjoyed missing that today to be honest. And if i am making all of it
up like u say, then i think you'd let me move on.. a happy, content man,
b/c i know ill never be able to trust you.. if u ever truly cared.
Aug 17, 2011 6:42:01 PM
Ok then i will let u move on and be happy. My achillies tendon is ruptured...in case u care
Aug 17, 2011 6:45:10 PM
U have completely fucked me over. Its a tragedy. If that what makes u happy and content than you should be happy.
Aug 17, 2011 6:55:38 PM
I dont
want to hate u i would rather b on good terms. I hope u find ur
happiness. Once u find out i told u the truth about it all give me a
call
Aug 17, 2011 6:56:09 PM
Not
having someone lie to me EVERY single day has made me happier. Even if
they were small lies, even if i was making up every single thing however
unlikely, let me be happier not having to worry about that stuff EVERY
single waking moment. You have absolutely NO idea how much I've cared.
NONE, I've been a fucking wreck. But Im optomistic in knowing or
feeling that the person i care about most isnt going to lie to my face
all day.
Aug 17, 2011 6:58:34 PM
U will see micheal sooner or later u will see. U will know i didnt lie
Aug 17, 2011 6:59:58 PM
U wont find someone who will love u and never treat on u like me...but i hope u do
Aug 17, 2011 7:02:16 PM
I do love you i hope u can fix yourself and be happy i really do. I just wish it was with me
Aug 17, 2011 8:59:38 PM
Goodnight my michael
Aug 17, 2011 9:07:07 PM
Have a good slumber Jess
Aug 18, 2011 7:41:00 PM
I went to
school & dedicated my life to helping/saving lives not dexterizing
them silly ;) hope u had a great day. Almost weekend time!
Aug 18, 2011 8:51:17 PM
I would
hope so. Mmm..then again ur fb friends do call u crazy..i have to assume
u are until ur honest :(. works been busy with the office manager out.
Weekend time!
Aug 18, 2011 8:53:13 PM
Who calls me crazy? They must mean in a fun way. what r u doing this weekend?
Aug 18, 2011 8:57:32 PM
Ur Fb emails..it came off as an understanding way. Not sure, prob a sausage fest night out..same old, same old
Aug 18, 2011 8:59:03 PM
Nice. I doubt itll b a sausage fest but i have to be ok with it either way. I hope u have fun!
Aug 18, 2011 9:05:53 PM
Yeah..im
looking more forward to the alcohol. Stressful week. Either way, i
guess so.. i want to be clear, i think i owe u that at least. i know
ill never find it in me to trust u after all ur 'explanations'. Im not a
guy that breaks up and get backs together a bunch of times. If i see
myself doing that, i know its not going to work. Dont u think so?
Aug 18, 2011 9:08:34 PM
To b honest i feel u never gave me a real chance. Ur fear of me lying made u unable to see things through
Aug 18, 2011 9:13:09 PM
Im
miserable right now, ill b ok. But when was with u things seemed to turn
around for me. u were real and brought out good things in me. I was
happier
Aug 18, 2011 9:13:10 PM
than i had been in a long time & to have that taken away all due to "assumptions" just sucks
Aug 18, 2011 9:21:21 PM
That's a
cop out to me. If u were just honest about every thing from the start,
this would have been different. Do u remember telling me ur not at all
familiar with area where the lonestar was our first date? Im miserable
too if that helps but i'm NOT going to attempt to try and change
someone again. I need someone completely honest, in their blood, not
someone that 'i bring out their honest side when im around them'
Aug 18, 2011 9:24:08 PM
I think i
knew where that wal mart was and that it was over by there...why does
that matter? I cant help im getting to know my way around this place. Th
Aug 18, 2011 9:24:09 PM
at day i came to meet u there i knew where that wal mart was then u called & told me it was in the same parking lot.
Aug 18, 2011 9:29:22 PM
I guess
the best i can hope for is that we can b friends. just true non romantic
buds. I was honest with u & i did love u but it wasnt enough for u
and
Aug 18, 2011 9:29:23 PM
for some
reason i remind u too much of a damaged person u once knew. Bad luck on
both our parts i guess cause i can guarantee i am my very own person.
Aug 18, 2011 9:30:48 PM
I mean i like alcohol id like to drink alcohol with u sometimes
Aug 18, 2011 9:51:15 PM
Okay,
whatevr Jess, so frustrating to talk about, even now. This wknd is just
too soon and next wknd is my b-day wknd where ill prob be working. I
really rather have some $ than myrtle beach
Aug 18, 2011 9:52:41 PM
I understand.
Aug 18, 2011 9:54:17 PM
I guess
its better not to talk about all that stuff. It gets us nowhere. But
hopefully its ok for me to text u everynow and then to see how ur doing?
An
Aug 18, 2011 9:54:18 PM
d maybe eventually we can do something friendly. i dunno.
Aug 18, 2011 9:57:08 PM
Sure thing. Im crashing, have a good night.
Aug 18, 2011 9:58:45 PM
U to
micheal. I care about u. I hope the kinks get worked out in time. Have a
wonderful night. And if u decide this weekent isnt too soon id love to
hav
Aug 18, 2011 9:58:46 PM
e a drink night or pool day. Let me know.
Aug 18, 2011 10:00:33 PM
I had a
eating disorder once when i was in high school. Thats the last secret u
dont know. Go to bed just telling you. I fixed it and from then on out i
Aug 18, 2011 10:00:34 PM
wanted to fix other things too...like relationships.
Aug 18, 2011 10:32:19 PM
I couldnt sleep, that's not the secret Jess.
Aug 18, 2011 10:36:59 PM
Whats the secret
Aug 18, 2011 10:40:34 PM
U need to spill it...ill tell u anything
Aug 18, 2011 10:50:58 PM
the
secret is why i cant have a relationship with u, the lies are why i
doubt a friendship. You've always been the one that needed to say it,
idk...but u won't.
Aug 18, 2011 11:05:10 PM
Either
way, it wouldnt make a difference if you admitted anything I dont know
ur secret, i dont care. i know i dont want to hear 'explanations' every
other question I ask or to date someone as 'sketchy' in the simplest
terms. Its SO frustrating & stressful! Damn u hooters!
Aug 19, 2011 12:09:28 AM
Hooters has nothing to do with it, u know how i feel its ur choice what to do with it. There is no secret.
Aug 19, 2011 2:48:39 PM
If u ever need me to come taste test your beverage, powders etc just let me know
Aug 19, 2011 2:53:11 PM
U got it.
Aug 19, 2011 6:12:44 PM
Oh geez i loved you michael
Aug 19, 2011 6:16:28 PM
I know. Me too.
Aug 19, 2011 6:17:51 PM
U dont do that to someone u love
Aug 19, 2011 6:26:22 PM
I can't
explain how my mind has been working when it comes to believing the
women I've dated. I don't even expect u to understand. Hopefully,
you'll understand better one day. I am sorry.
Aug 19, 2011 6:28:34 PM
So do u
think u will never see me again...even as friends? I was gonna maybe ask
for a little favor maybe a few weeks from now. But maybe not :(
Aug 19, 2011 6:31:25 PM
Mmm..what's the favor?
Aug 19, 2011 6:35:26 PM
as gonna see if u would stay with her and i or at least check up on us. Im scared and dont know anyone else.
Aug 19, 2011 6:35:34 PM
Me and
bella r gonna get a hotel room in raleigh for a night by the mall since
the parents r painted the cabinets. Bella cant b around the paint. So i w
Aug 19, 2011 6:35:35 PM
as gonna see if u would stay with her and i or at least check up on us. Im scared and dont know anyone else.
Aug 19, 2011 6:36:57 PM
Sure, we can figure something out. Do u know when?
Aug 19, 2011 6:42:55 PM
Maybe the week after the next? Or we can wait till a weekend...
Aug 19, 2011 6:51:20 PM
That seems like an ideal time to reacquaint with ur brother, maybe? Where will mom/dad be?
Aug 19, 2011 6:53:54 PM
I'm scared :)
Aug 19, 2011 6:56:05 PM
Mom and dad will be at home painting the counters...why r u scared?
Aug 19, 2011 6:58:30 PM
My bro doesnt have time for that, nevermind mike i thought maybe it was just something nice u could do
Aug 19, 2011 7:05:37 PM
It would b nice to see u sometime is all...id love to take u out for a bday dinner sometime around ur bday
Aug 19, 2011 7:13:23 PM
Ill take that as a no
Aug 19, 2011 7:15:43 PM
That
would be nice. I've been driving, srry...bought some new pumps. I
really can't explain my thoughts right now, Jess. I'm trying to be
cautious for a few reasons. My heart can't take no mo. You know?
Aug 19, 2011 7:18:04 PM
All im
saying is i would like to take u out for a birthday dinner. Just to be
nice and we could do it early or whatever think about it.
Aug 19, 2011 7:19:31 PM
I just
want to spill my heart to you. This kills me i did everything to prove
to u, even things that u had no right to ask me of. U took me through
the
Aug 19, 2011 7:19:32 PM
wringer and then stomped on my heart. not fair. And now u think im poisening ur shit!
Aug 19, 2011 7:23:51 PM
Okay. I
know I have. It raised so many suspicions though.. I've done so well
trusting my instinct and my intuition, its not so easy to go against
that. I'm not going to Myrtle if ur asking.
Aug 19, 2011 7:30:09 PM
I dont
care about myrtle beach. Just like how u wouldnt care if i had a date
tonight. U were wrong on this one mike. I adored every part of you.
Every s
Aug 19, 2011 7:30:10 PM
ingle part. I felt so perfext in your arms all i wanted was the very best for you
Aug 19, 2011 7:35:59 PM
What can i do to prove to u i love u
Aug 19, 2011 7:40:07 PM
I truly
believe I cared more than you. I'll be 28 in 10 days and I've said I
love to a gf 3 times, go figure. My mind couldn't..and still can't help
but believe you've lied about so many things. I've tried not to
believe it, even if it was the truth. You are the one that says when ur
in a fight and 'broken up' like we were 3 times (except not in a
marriage) ur free to do whatever..A lot of it has been mentality. Jess,
you have had more stories and explanations than I can ever count. In
the world I live in, you HAVE to admit when ur wrong, when you've lied,
when ur holding back things..when u say 'I haven't seen anyone' and not
just mean in ur head..while we're 'on and dating'. I can't explain it.
Aug 19, 2011 7:43:48 PM
Ive had
explantations to explain the truth but never lies. I love you with my
whole heart, dont waste it. Ill do anything to prove it
Aug 19, 2011 7:56:58 PM
It's
just too hard to believe that. I'm too logical, i cant help but to
trust my instinct even over my heart. It's my nature, I can't help it.
I swear I've tried through three 'breakups' to trust and believe u. I
just can't. There's already been so many 'moments' to change the way
I've learned to think.
Aug 19, 2011 7:58:42 PM
Ok michael. Thats it for me then. I gave u my heart and u destroyed it.
Aug 19, 2011 8:13:26 PM
U KNOW
THAT'S NOT FAIR. Try and understand. Try to realize all that
'sabotaging' you've done in the past has had to have some lingering
effect weather you believe it or not. You have lied to me, even just
small ones, and all you've ever had was explanations. Never the full
truth right away...just like the Ryan deal, 2009, 2010, oh 2011 I said I
love u in a joking way. Don't put this all on me. You need to take
responsibility for once. It's NOT all me. U need to realize that or
you've learned NOTHING.
Aug 19, 2011 8:15:27 PM
Ive learned that putting my heart fully into something gets me no where
Aug 19, 2011 8:17:17 PM
Okay
then. Well I've learned, rather understood more that I can't change
someone. If someone can't take true responsibility for things in their
past, their not likely to in the future.
Aug 19, 2011 8:17:33 PM
With all
your herman "pi" if id have lied u would have figured it out by now. U
broke my heart for no reason. I made me do things i didnt want to do for
Aug 19, 2011 8:17:34 PM
no reason. I let you in and it was a mistake. All i want is you, why can u see that
Aug 19, 2011 8:20:58 PM
Ive told u
the things in my past...ive done my part now do yours and dont punish
me for the ho bag drug addicts who trashed you. Its not my fault
Aug 19, 2011 8:22:42 PM
Things
were so much better when i could see u and hold u and help u get over
your ideas. we werent even titled but u cut me off anyway
Aug 19, 2011 8:28:40 PM
Thats
just one more thing I don't get. How difficult is it to talk to just
one person, or none if u break up for a day or two. And not see someone
right after a break up. I still haven't texted/talked to/slept with a
single girl..and u saying u haven't met a single guy in nc is a joke.
Aug 19, 2011 8:28:57 PM
No bad blood. It is what it is.
Aug 19, 2011 8:40:01 PM
I havent met anyone michael...ive been spending my time on getting things done and my baby
Aug 19, 2011 8:44:38 PM
I love u michael there is no other guy, wont b until i drag myself out and meet someone
Aug 19, 2011 8:53:08 PM
You once
told me you had knew another guy before me, that 'came back into ur
life'... while we were dating. I can't help but to always think that. U
have to understand I'm logical
Aug 19, 2011 9:01:02 PM
I was prob talking about blake or ryan
Aug 19, 2011 9:13:08 PM
Prob
Aug 20, 2011 3:35:01 AM
I know. Goodnight Jess.
Aug 24, 2011 1:17:21 AM
U can call me tomo anytime but if ur paranoid ive done something to u i havent.
Aug 24, 2011 8:50:46 AM
Are you ok michael?
Aug 24, 2011 9:25:03 AM
What do u want to talk about?
Aug 24, 2011 3:40:04 PM
Do u want to talk or not?
Aug 24, 2011 4:08:27 PM
This is such bullshit
Aug 24, 2011 4:32:28 PM
U just cant deal with the fact that u had a good girl who u let go over innccorrect assumptions
Aug 24, 2011 4:59:02 PM
I swear,
someone had to have just told u that, who definitely has been in my
shoes..or heard my side. After everything I just mentioned, which isn't
half of it..u didnt 'just decide' to be honest and open when u started
dating me like u said. I wish it worked like that, I do. Yeah, I think
everything about you was just about perfect..except for the stories,
the lack of honesty and openness, and the inability to trust what u
said. It sucks, yes.
Aug 24, 2011 5:01:29 PM
I
explained why i told u the truth from the beginning but u just dont
believe me. I was so so honest & genuine. If i had not been telling
the truth then
Aug 24, 2011 5:09:40 PM
And its
not that i just decided to b honest but after the issues with blake i
told myself no lies & no games with the next one...which was u.
Thats not
Aug 24, 2011 5:09:41 PM
hard to believe. I have bella now im looking for a healthy relationship not to play stupid games
Aug 24, 2011 5:21:46 PM
I do care
about u michael i wish so bad that u can trust in me. Thats what i want
in a relationship it breaks my heart that i gave everything & got
assu
Aug 24, 2011 5:21:47 PM
mptions in return
Aug 24, 2011 5:34:21 PM
I'm sure
you WANT to. Doing so is different. You probably didn't want to lie
to the guys you've seen the past 10 years but you did. Whether you
believe me or not it's difficult to believe someone just changed years
of doing something the day you start dating. I can't change people. I
know a baby just doesn't just make a woman honest. I'm not using ur
past, but every thing you've said and the stories in just a month. And
now I have a guy u talk to watching me play basketball from his car.
WTF! Can't you see how much YOU'VE put ME through. PLEASE move on!
PLEASE.
Aug 24, 2011 5:36:09 PM
Michael ive been moved on. It was hard.
Aug 24, 2011 5:45:46 PM
Okay.
Its been hard for me too. Whether you believe me or not, it has. It's
tough not seeing where the other one of us is coming from. Maybe why
there's divorces.
Aug 24, 2011 5:51:55 PM
Im done trying to date u but id like to take u out for a bday dinner if ur up for it.
Aug 24, 2011 5:52:31 PM
And no i wont slip and posin into your diet coke at dinner
Aug 24, 2011 6:03:25 PM
I would love to b friends
Aug 24, 2011 6:11:36 PM
Write me back mike geez
Aug 24, 2011 6:23:17 PM
Too soon! I'm getting stalked by people u know. Too soon, u know!?
Aug 24, 2011 6:24:35 PM
I highly doubt ur getting stalked by people. I was only trying to be nice, forget i asked.
Aug 24, 2011 6:28:38 PM
Its never too soon for a nice steak dinner....but mmmkay
Aug 24, 2011 6:39:31 PM
Followed/stalked,
whatever. I had to borrow my brothers gun for the shit going on. I
HATE IT. You don't think that's crazy after a 20 day relationship for
this to be happening? PLEASE, put yourself in my place FOR ONCE. I
want a break for a little while, not that much to as for. I don't care
what other people do with their lives as long as it doesn't involve
myself or my family. Not being followed for SOME reason isn't too much
to ask? Not some crazy shit around me. Srry it's STRESSFUL. Can we
talk in awhile, without u being upset we're not. Can u understand for a
minute where I'm coming from?
Aug 24, 2011 6:42:20 PM
Ya so u
believe this james rolland guy is following you? Or do i have it wrong?
Do u have the # still so i can try to figure out who it is & prove
to u
Aug 24, 2011 6:42:26 PM
its got nothing to do with me?
Aug 24, 2011 6:43:14 PM
And u
want a break from what? From weird shit happening? Why cant u just let
me help u get through this...u know i can explain things to u if they
even
Aug 24, 2011 6:43:15 PM
have anything to do with me
Aug 24, 2011 6:45:07 PM
I have work to do and im stressed. I really don't have time to discuss this now. Know u understand
Aug 24, 2011 6:46:02 PM
Sure
Aug 24, 2011 6:46:13 PM
Yep. Talk to u some other time
Aug 24, 2011 6:47:10 PM
I wont wait around for u michael. So if u want to talk, talk soon.
Aug 24, 2011 7:06:36 PM
Huh?
Your talking about a friendship, no? You've said when there's a split,
even after for a day or two, u move on. Kinda hypocritical. But as a
friend, I'm sure you can understand people need their space, especially
when people follow them..AGAIN, let me iterate clearly, I don't care and
don't want to know what other people do in their lives as long as it
doesn't interfere with my perfect bubble. I don't care.
Aug 24, 2011 7:09:47 PM
I agree. I
want friendship. But i dont want to work hard for that friendship.
Nobody is following you. So relax and get to work. Write/call when u get
a
Aug 24, 2011 7:09:48 PM
chance, i know and understand ur busy
Aug 24, 2011 7:12:02 PM
I agree, friendships should come easily :). Thanks.
Aug 24, 2011 10:19:11 PM
Damn I
live in the hood! I just heard my neighbour fighting with a guy through
the walls, and the other guy pulls out a gun..everyones saying, "whoa
whoa chill chill"...and he says "someone's about to get capped!"...then
they scuffled off
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